~kidco

yea ..you may wanna stay away from your journal after too many dacaries..if you catch my drift.

you know...i've had a lot of problems...from drugs to alchohol...to goddamn cigarettes...but i've over come all of them...but theres one more i have to beat. i was looking through my gallery today...something i rarely do; i realized i havent been doing anything i really want to...its all bubble gum sh*t basically. i was trying to figure out why i cant get people to look at my stuff..and i was like...you know what?!!?i wouldnt look at this shit...its not me...it's generic almost anime ....shit..basically...i fucking hate anime and all these manga bunnies that learn how to draw from..um...anime. It's bullshit...and i've become that.

so fuck it...i gotta find myself...and start drawing what i want to draw, because frankly...this isnt me...and art is about YOU...fuck everything else; the ego boosts, the quodos and the props....i dont give a shit..i gotta start doing what i want....the frustrating part is ive had 700 hits in 3 months and its about to drop even lower...but i dont care anymore....i gotta be me...2006 has to be the year i break out of this.


so hang with me....anyone who's dropped me a vote of confidence...thanks...but i dont deserve one...i havent worked at anything yet...it changes now.

will never see me shake

ssooo....as usual..i'm having difficulty getting answers to the questions i ask of professional artists regarding penciling...this doesnt usually bother me unless i knew the artist before they got popular which has occured more times then not ...my own fault i guess...i fell off the art train for a few years...meh. Anyways this wont delay comic from coming out...i'm actually having trouble dragging my ass away from it and doing anything else...for anyone interested the promo will be posted in the next week...i think you'll like it..its off the beaten path

"i know you goin' miss me...cause we go together like nike airs and crisp T's..."


29 HOURS of smoke free ...smoke free-ness..funny thing is...it actually got easier right after the 15-20
mark...but i'm almost free...i need another 42 hours till the chemicals leave my body....and from what i hear: 3rd day is the nicotines last ditch effort day...here goes.